love sick

today marks exactly two weeks that i've been sick.

it seriously sucks.

i am already overwhelmed with a full schedule of school and homework and work and wedding planning... i dont have time to be sick.

i cough every 5 seconds and im sure i drive everyone in class crazy.

i have had a fever, sore throat, runny nose, disgusting cough, all mixed with some head aches, body aches, ear pains, days of fatigue, and all sorts of fun things.

i've been miserable.

i went to the doctor after 9 days of torture, expecting him to say i was dying or i had bronchitis or something serious.

no.

he's like "it's just a typical cough... you should get over it soon" and sent me out the door with generic cough syrup i could have bought at 7-11.

i was mad.

i felt like he wasn't taking me seriously because everyone at byu is sick right now, but i can tell my situation is different.

it's worse because i'm love sick

i need this boy in my life! every day i wake up and look at the countdown app on my phone, hoping that the universe somehow skipped 20 or 25 days. but no... we're still at 32. whenever we facetime or talk on the phone, i feel good. i feel happy. but the second we hang up i'm sick and disgusting and sad again. he is so cute and so sweet! he sent me a sick package with soup and nyquil. it was the highlight of my week haha. my roommates are darling and have been taking good care of me... they bought me medicine and saltines and are always asking me how i am. i love them. but there's some kind of love and warmth in scotty's hugs that no one else can offer!

then he came to visit me and i couldn't stop smiling all weekend. i'm in love! above are our post-tucanos faces... not sure if stuffing my face was the best idea considering my conditions.

and then yesterday he left me for vegas again.

i woke up this morning feeling even worse.

(which was weird, because i didn't think it was humanly possible to feel any worse)

after an embarrassing presentation of everything i ate this morning appearing on my office's floor, my manager made me go to the health center again. i've been four times in the month of october. impressive, considering it's the 10th.

anyway, i met with an angel named mary anne.

she knew exactly what she was doing.

she diagnosed me with pneumonia and two ear infections, gave me real prescription drugs, and sent me on my way. see?

that's pneumonia.

and these are my new best friends:

cheers.

the best shower of my life

last saturday was my bridal shower and oh my heck, was it fun!

see these two ladies right here?

they made the magic happen.

brenda & lynette. they both played pretty big parts in my high school life... brenda was my young womens president and best friends mother! so i was over at her house a lot. my favorite times i had with brenda were my senior year... she was so good about forcing me to come to mutual and to make my senior quilt haha :) i love her. lynette was my favorite seminary teacher. she is amazing, and i have always looked up to her. she is the sweetest thing. i have always hoped that i can be as cute of a mom as she is!

they decorated so cute all in pink, of course!

the present pile blew my mind haha. people are just so nice :) i felt like the luckiest girl in the world! or a princess... or the luckiest princess in the world?

above is "the baby-maker" blanket haha. i only say this because i will probably mention it in future posts... it is the only thing i brought back up to school with me! (my friends have filled our apartment with every kitchen thing imaginable... i'm saving my gifts for our newly wed apartment) anyway, it's the softest thing i've ever touched haha. im obsessed.

my mom got me a sewing machine! i was seriously so surprised!! i am still so excited about it. also featured in this picture is the red kitchenaid kim got me! it is soo cute. i'll put that thing to a lot of use! the two mothers hooked me up :)

the classic bow hat. who made up this tradition...? stupid, if you ask me.

all loaded up! good thing we brought the van haha

i loved seeing all of my favorite people and celebrating with them!

it's almost november, you know :)

question.

its things like these that make me remember why i love utah:

the caramel apples
the stupid jokes only lds people would understand that are all over campus
and of course... the rain.
i was in the gym, facebook stalking while on the bike, and i read someones status about rain in provo- i jumped up and ran outside in about 3 seconds. then i continued my workout in this lovely weather, running all around my neighborhood.

the main thing i don't love about utah:
missing this boy every day.

so my question to you is:

is it november yet?

new record

hours spent on campus from 9/13 to 9/14: 28

my feelings on that:

good night.

weekly report: #1

well, i've been in school for exactly a week. i thought for my posterity and mother's sakes, i would document the significant things that have happened to me in the past 7 days.

WHILE BEING AT SCHOOL,

I HAVE SUCCESSFULLY:

1. attended every class, and arrived a punctual 5+ minutes early (big deal)

2. made a special effort to be friendly to people i sit next to in class (bigger deal)

3. applied for, interviewed for, and got a job! YAY ME! (biggest deal)

4. visited the annual heber festival known as "swiss days" and had so much fun with family, shopping & looking at the fun crafts and merchandise swiss days had to offer.

5. purchased a painting at swiss days of mine & scotty's wedding place (only 67 more days)

6. purchased an adorable headband at swiss days. will post picture later.

7. went to the grocery store and bought ONLY vegetables for the first time in my life

8. made my own guacamole ... NOT from a package, but from the vegetables mentioned in #7. the roommate k-dew definitely approved, and that's all that i am striving for in this life. so... mission complete.

(action shot below)

9. scored a free pass to seven peaks for a night (THANK YOU ALISSE'S MOM)

10. went to my cousin's baby's blessing. he is absolutely ADORABLE! and he was really happy for the most part :) that is.. until someone stole him away from me.

11. caught up with bff kami lords! we had a successful nordstrom/cafe rio trip like the good old days. i am so lucky to have the prettiest and nicest and funnest friends!

12. realized how easy it is to go into costco thinking "okay, i'll just buy the necessities..." and then buy enough food to feed a small family for months.

13. watched the justin beiber movie twice- five times if you count my dreams.

14. received an amazing 100% on all three math assignments i've had so far (almost didn't write this because i dont want to jinx myself)

15. lived a whole week without buying the normal food essentials such as milk, bread, and eggs... i'm more of a muffin, turkey, and frozen pizza kind of person.

i dont know what it is, but i just have a good feeling about this semester!

hope everyone else is having as much fun as me :)

its been real. it's been fun. it's been real fun.

first day of school finds

today was the first day of school.

it was good! i really enjoyed myself.

one of my favorite things about college is the ability to create my own schedule. taking advantage of this freedom, my first class started at 1:00 pm.

i woke up, lounged around, ate a costco muffin, and took care of some paperwork in the apartment's office.

for some reason i was really excited for school this morning! all i could think of in my head was nemo saying "first day of school! first day of school! first day of school!!!"

above is the first day of school outfit i carefully selected a few weeks ago. pinstriped shorts to keep cool, the sweater to give pop of color, and the leftovers from yesterdays curl to say "yeah my outfit is cute, but im not doing my hair for all y'all. im engaged." as far as i'm concerned, they're lucky i wasn't in basketball shorts and a youth conference t-shirt. give it a few more weeks.

and let's be real- the first thing i did on campus was buy chocolate milk from the creamery. you know it's in the list of "top 5 reasons i came back to byu" haha.

i feel like when i come to school i transform into some nerdy/artsy fool. my first class was in the MOA (museum of art) and i arrived a punctual 1.5 hours early. long story.

anyway, i didn't mind. i was secretly kind of excited to walk around the museum.

i love looking at all of the different exhibits, but i try to limit myself to 1 or 2 a visit so that i always have a reason to come back. last year on occasion when i had nothing to do between classes, i found myself in the moa staring at this painting:
all the time. i think it's my favorite favorite. i wrote a paper about this piece and Carl Bloch freshman year... ever since then i've been obsessed. there is so much to it, you can't just glance at it. so much detail in the background and on the faces.

when i was little, john would sit down with me and we'd look at art books. he's the one who introduced me to art, and we share a love for paintings. i knew who vincent van gogh was before i knew what a playstation was.

while walking around the museum, i came across something that i can't stop thinking about!

it's like a giant cube made of books... just solid books. i had to force myself to walk away from it haha.

its kind of mesmerizing.

and it was huge!!! i've never seen anything like it in my life. what made me really happy was that all of the edges were almost perfectly smooth. there were a few sticking out, but the top and the corners looked completely even.

and i saved the best for last. i really hope this video works...

my favorite find of the first day of school:

random freaks dancing in the quad.

enjoy!

SURPRISE!!!

well today has just been straight up CRAZY.

full of surprises.

ready?

you know how i am with lists.

1. wake up- SURPRISE!! moving day! this is real! really happening right now!

2. volvo- SURPRISE!!! tank full of gas!! (thanks dad)

3. say bye to family - SURPRISE!!! i bawled my eyes out. wait... that wasnt a surprise.

4. say bye to scotty- SURPRISE! only took like 10 minutes. i thought i'd be there all day but we couldn't take it any more.

5. waiting 2.5 hours to get to cedar city for cafe rio- SURPRISE!!! miss the exit. crap.

6. had to pee since st george and was waiting until cedar- SURPRISE! missing the exit was a double wammy. i wasn't about to turn around.

7. make it to beaver - SURPRISE!- and made it to a toilet in time! (major surprise)

8. downloaded 2 new cd's for the trip- SURPRISE! they were awesome. more info on that later.

9. get off the university ave exit- SURPRISE! i forgot all the streets/directions to everything! including my new apartment. that was fun.

10. look at thermostat in car- SURPRISE! it's only 95 degrees here! did i bring a sweater?

11. park car & stand up- SURPRISE! i couldn't move because i had to pee so bad! let your imagination finish the story.

12. haul crap to apartment- SURPRISE! no one is there and i dont know the key code. (moment of anxiety)

13. standing on the doorstep not knowing what to do- SURPRISE! alyssa walks up the stairs. perfect timing!

14. unpacking- SURPRISE!!!!!!!! ALL OF MY CLOTHES FIT IN THE CLOSET!

i even provided proof for your unbelieving eyes.

(i wouldnt believe it either)

i know. i know.

i almost got teary eyed. this is one of the most beautiful things that has ever happened to me. i have that line for hangers, a space above it, a dresser below it, and my four rubbermaid container things under my bed.

15. my four rubbermaid container things under my bed- SURPRISE! all four fit. amazing. miraculous. all i'm gathering from today's events is that i am meant to be here.

16. carrying boxes from car to the apartment- SURPRISE!! out of no where a fleet of 3 boys offered their services to carry the boxes for us. i forgot people are nice here!! (dont worry scotty, you know i was waving that left hand all around in their faces)

17. getting ready to make my bed- SURPRISE! forgot sheets. hmm.

18. i thought i would be tight with space with 5 other roommates... especially in the bathroom -SURPRISE! perfect set up. i have my own towel rack, my own shelf above the toilet, my own drawer under the sink, AND a little mini shelf between the mirrors. holler.

19. take a break from unpacking to check twitter- SURPRISE!!! jimmer is engaged. can't wait for this to be the talk of the whole school next week... not.

20. two weeks ago i planned on crying all the way to provo, getting to the apartment and sobbing on my bed until november - SURPRISE! i am weirdly excited to be here. im fine. im happy. yes, this might change in a few days. but as of right now... this is fun!

i'll keep you posted